Sin Duda Nada

today i talked to the old him. it was nothing in that way, i just feel low again as he expressed anguish at his worst subject in which he has a six. i barely make a six in anything. i feel like this a lot these days. i could have messed up my IB just as well from the comfort of my own home. anyway i can’t really cry to anyone, as the old ones are quite often cold and mocking. also to some extent i have severed some of those ties. the new ones have no such problems and i am a proud person. my mom freaks out at the faintest sign of tears and gets overly worried. my sister thinks her life is hard. ha. eh whatever it's just another bad day.

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