Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters.

Thursday, September 29, 2016 Posted In , Edit This
I wish I had understood a long time ago what I do now. I wish I could be the solution for you. I wish you had someone who'd pick moping pyjama clad you up for an after midnight drive to McDonalds and give you his happy meal toy and then shatter his demure reputation by blaring 50 cent through a deserted wildlife park while rapping at the top of his voice with a shocking degree of accuracy. I wish you could smile always. 





give me hope in the darkness

Wednesday, September 28, 2016 Edit This
I seem to be on a low right now although not quite like before. Just a please-can-I-not-move-from-this-one-position-and-keep-marathoning-ripper-st-and-not-send-any-emails-and-not-see-anyone low. 

Wondering if I need a dose increment, but also I had had the intention of starting to taper off soon. It could be associated with the looming prospect of finals results (worried) and applying for jobs and with that life changes. 

I feel like things have come full circle. Back to where I was some 6 years ago. 

Ripper St had this quote I liked - 
"We are caged by what is, you said. But to see no further than the bars, that is a terror I could not endure"
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