Where have all the young girls g o n e ?
Thursday, November 11, 2010 Posted In hopeless Edit This
They grew up. And they forgot how it felt to be alive.
I don't know what's wrong with me. I just can't stop crying. Having cried myself to sleep the past week and having cried intermittently throughout the past few days I don't feel any better. The wort part is, I really can't identify what's wrong. I started crying when I was skyping with my mom, which was obviously a huge mistake because she got really worried. And I know that's not what she needs right now... She just kept asking 'what's wrong? What do you want to do?' I kept saying nothing. She took this to mean that I want to give up studying and just bum around. But that's not what I mean at all. There's NOTHING I want. If I was a sim, I feel like my aspirations panel would be empty. I just feel like everything is pointless. And I don't know what to do with that. It's not that I want to go home. But it's not that I want to stay here. If anything I'd like to curl into the foetal position and just sleep the rest of eternity away. And I don't know why I feel like this. I was SO excited. I was looking forward to all the possibilities my life could bring. And now I feel like whatever it brings, it won't be worth anything. It's midnight. And I'm exhausted from all the crying. And I'm crying again. It's better if I just go to sleep.
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I don't know what's wrong with me. I just can't stop crying. Having cried myself to sleep the past week and having cried intermittently throughout the past few days I don't feel any better. The wort part is, I really can't identify what's wrong. I started crying when I was skyping with my mom, which was obviously a huge mistake because she got really worried. And I know that's not what she needs right now... She just kept asking 'what's wrong? What do you want to do?' I kept saying nothing. She took this to mean that I want to give up studying and just bum around. But that's not what I mean at all. There's NOTHING I want. If I was a sim, I feel like my aspirations panel would be empty. I just feel like everything is pointless. And I don't know what to do with that. It's not that I want to go home. But it's not that I want to stay here. If anything I'd like to curl into the foetal position and just sleep the rest of eternity away. And I don't know why I feel like this. I was SO excited. I was looking forward to all the possibilities my life could bring. And now I feel like whatever it brings, it won't be worth anything. It's midnight. And I'm exhausted from all the crying. And I'm crying again. It's better if I just go to sleep.
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