Sin Duda Nada

You know those really perfect moments that you just wanna keep reliving and remember forever, especially when later on you're on a low? Those moments are so often bittersweet in that perfect way where the sweet definitely outdoes the bitter but that little bit of bitterness just makes the taste seem even sweeter. I wish there was some Harry Potter style pensive shit we had going for us in real life so I could keep reliving my happies. I know I keep replaying them in my head but with time I forget the little details until ultimately I don't even remember there was anything special about the moment and I forget it altogether. I want to write everything down so that I remember it but how do I capture it all? I hate it when I can't remember the way something smells most of all. It's so great to catch a certain smell and relive a moment you'd forgotten.

Anyway in that moment I was incandescent happy, and I wish I could hold on to it because I'm acutely aware that hard times are coming so soon...