i'm only human after all

Monday, December 05, 2016 Edit This
homesick/homeless

don't want to be me
don't want to live like this
don't want to take meds 
don't want to keep 'existing'
don't want to talk/type really
don't want to go on elective 
don't want to be aloof child
don't want to let in parents
don't want to rely on anyone
don't want to be alone

just want a ray of sunshine.
if anyone is listening please send me some sunshine. even just a ray. just a little light please.