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Saturday, May 01, 2010 Posted In , , , , , , , Edit This
WAHAY it's exeat alreadzzz. Yeah, I've been back for like a week ahahaha. I'm at Canterbury right now staying with Grandma. I think I gave her the fright of her life when I randomly turned up on her doorstep :P I was supposed to be staying with Aunty Memo, انّا للہ و انّا الیہ راجعون , Uncle Pete passed away. It's so awful,and upsetting. He was still so young, and I just can't believe it. I keep seeing him dropping me at Heathrow before San Diego, and oh gosh it's awful. They were getting ready to retire to Goa and they were so excited and she's ALL alone now. I really wanted to go see her, but anyways I'm here for now. Thankfully her family's all gone to stay with her this weekend. It happened while I was at home. I really want to see her before half-term.
I took a direct train from Soaks to Canterz, but I managed to leave my wallet in my bedside draw at school like a moron, and thus did not have my debt card. However my LOVELY matron dropped it to me at the station on her way home. So after lost wallets, dying phone batteries, lacks of chargers and whatever else I got here okay. I love taking the train. The scenery on the way was something even I (the nature hater) could appreciate daffodils and whatnot, and I took photos like a touristy loser. Sadly, the photos out the window were nowhere near as clear as the photos of my handbag and legs ahahaa.





Anywayss, I am so shleepy. I stayed up really late last night to finish off my History IA and Bio stuff. MEH. I was falling asleep in English (AGAIN! i cannot read ANY of my notes I am DEAD for my oral.) and I was pleasantly surprised to find I did not sleep through a talk from Nottingham Uni, (I’m thinking I might apply there though they only have room for 29 kids ). Also I had a Piano Mock, (FAYYYAAALLL) and I got my Violin Cert. Also There was a moles revision session for the people who got 39% on moles (coughmecough) with SMO. SMO is my badminton coach too, he’s pretty damn cool. I FLUNKED MY TOK ESSAY. I got a “low B”, like 60%. WAA. THIS WEEKEND SHALL BE FULL OF DETERMINATION –prays- granted it’s not happening tonight what with my sleepiness. Tomorrow I have to go by spices for my EE. HAHA. Admittedly one of the reasons I was up so late last night was because the night before we all played truth or dare. It was pretty fun, but by the end we weren’t taking turns we just through questions out there :P It seems to have reignited my interest in the male sex oddly enough haha.
I think I will go to be now or something. Sorry fans! (Who am I kidding nobody reads this, which is great I guess, except my little chatbox is so sad.) I don’t really know why I typed this out anymore. I think I just like the noise of the keys. Maybe I’m becoming stir crazy like my upper sixth. The last fun they had must have been M.U.D where they painted our faces as jokers.
anyhoo goodnight -[n][a][d][a][&][♥]



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YSP- Week 4 :’(

Monday, August 03, 2009 Posted In , , , , , , , , , , , , Edit This
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I am writing this a considerable time after the end of YSP and have probably forgotten a great deal of the things which took place.
Monday was okay. The first lecture was from the head of department who was a rather scary woman, and who I've heard being called a bitch. Um then there was an old English fellow who gave us a history lesson as opposed to a microbiology lesson. He went about a half hour overtime. Even counsellor S was becoming quite antsy. He was prepared to jump out of his seat. Hahaa. The old guy kept pushing up his projection board, but then he'd turn the lights off again as soon as we thought we were freed. Councelor S was reading Manga and Facebooking and I wrote out the arabic alphabet and me and V and M used it as a code. S was very ill due to a stomach virus and skipped a lot. We did a whole lot of rushed practicals but they were fun. Bacteria are smelly. We went to the bookstore. 6360_134653525449_633995449_3747461_2754002_n On the way back we bought Pakistani food. YAY. I bought Daahl. We ate this in the boys common room. T and some others joined us. He kepts stealing food off me. The cow. And he complains of bacteria. D also tried some. It was really good and a nice change. :) As I was sill eating in the background M & S were talking to T. He sai to them "I guess my summer fling idea didn't work out" and then they asked who he would have had a summer fling with. He said ye to quite a few, the Spanish girls especially and myself included. M told me this in front of him in Urdu, but I think he didn't know I knew as later on he called S to ask if he had told me the Summe Fling thing, as he felt I had behaved oddly towards him. I hadn't... paranoia. -_- The evening activity was capture the flag, and me M and S sat on the base most of the time. We discussed religion.I think that all though S as a Jew and I would have differing opinions about political situations, I think our religions are not that different and that the rules are quite similar, and we have similar liberalish interpretations of them. In the evening V came to ours and we hung around. We then we realised we could see into T's room from a window in the corridor, so we began calling him our subject and we watched him walk out his room and reappear downstairs and walk to our building. We then heard him enter and pretended to be spies hiding behind corners and etc. Unfortunately it was a fail as he found us and I giggled incessantly. Once he left we called him a bunch of times and the first time he though it was smelly S pranking him and refused to answer after. Hahaa. Then we went to bed quite late, V gave us a lesson on tampons ahahaha. It's allll goooood.
Tuesday :) This was rather fun. We did some more labs in the day time which I enjoyed, pippetting bacteria plates etc. In the evening we skipped the evening activity and hung about in the common room. We saw that YSP was on a chinese news channel called Global, and some of our friends had been interviewed. (I think this was different the interview I had had before). I played solitaire on Saad’s computer. I’ve forgotten largely what happened after this, but I think we did some further packing at night and that was basically it.
WEDNESDAYYY was S's Birthday!. Did some more bacteria games in the day. We also had a tour and looked at an electron microscope. The guy showing us was very physicsy. All he knew was that we were looking at diplococcal gonorrhoea cells. I answered and asked some physicsy questions showing off my physics skills and he let me sit in the chair and play with the microscope. and then right before lunch our T.A.s were really cute and they made cupcakes for the entire class on account of S’s birthday . That evening I ran to the bookstore and bought myself a giant (men's) orange hoodie as well as credit for my Canadian phone. and a Sperm stuffed toy hahaa for my mom ;) Then we cooked pasta for dinner and cut a chocolate cake for S. It was uber yummy. 100_5574 The people there were M, S, J, S, D, L, T ,A V,V,C and I. Funfun. We discovered J & S also do MUN. D hung around with me a lot. S (kuwait living Hindu guy) appeared. Him and T fought with waterguns. Very immature. This resulted in T breaking S’s watergun and S asking for money to be reimbursed. He claimed the price was $3 however in actuality it was 50c. Hahahaa. Idk. Then T decided to play Truth or Dare. AGHSHIT. Lets see, D was forced to make hisorgasm sounds. This was exceedingly awkward as for some reason his arm was around me. (I think he did that yawn and stretch thing). Erm, then T was made to go downstairs and do something strange in front of (slightly uptight stuck up French girl ) C. He kissed her on the cheek. Um, then I went to the bathroom. When I came back S tried to tell me something in Arabic I couldn’t understand. T then proceeded to ask me who I liked at YSP for the bazillionth time. –sigh- I responded nonchalantely with F (of the English Program). M then asked if what T wanted me to say was that I liked him. He said well that wouldn't be that awful, I'd be pleased. Or something. Um then D and a bunch of others left the room to go see just how stinky Hindu S’s room was. At this point S amd M informed me that while I’d been gone D had been asked who he’d like to fuck from the YSP girls. He said me and (every guy’s dream girl) P. Bleh. This awkwarded me out a lot. After this I left and did not return. The awkwardness made me want to cry. Bleh. M & S were then in our room. Their touchy feeliness makes me a little odded out. S is a sweet guy and tried to cheer me up. The pair of them are nice apart, but together idk they are odd. They rely entirely on one another it’s strange. They don’t seem to value anyone friendship.
Thursday, we had a lecture in the morning and looked at our results in the afternoon. My team, the Purple team then began to prepare for our presentation which we had secretly decided to do as a group :) It was on the black death. Funfun. For Dinner V and I went out. I bought Pak food and she bought Burger King. I had a Chicken Tandoori Wrap and Samosas :) That evening they bought us tickets to Harry Potter. Which we saw 2 weeks ago or something. Sooo… we did something ILLEGAL :D . We snuck into “The Ugly Truth”. It was really funny and I thoroughly enjoyed it. We finished watching before the Harry Potter kids were done so we went to Chapters and I bought the 3rd book in the Mortal Instruments Trilogy :). Umm me and C walked together on the way back singing songs and etc. When we reached the residence everyone dispersed and me V and D were left. D asked V to leave for a private moment with me. He said something like “I do0n’t know if you heard, but yesterday in truth r Dare they asked me who I liked here and I said you. And I just want you to know that you are very special and very important to me. And I like you, and I hope that you are not mad at me and that we can stay friends.” I said I was not mad and that we should indeed stay friends. Although inwardly I did not in the least appreciate being ambushed. However he then decided to give me a hug. I like hugs. But not full frontal hugs with people I don’t know well. –sigh-. I returned to the room rather upset again. M and I began to pack a bit.
Oh yes, A and S decided we should get gifts for our lab instructors. They collected sums of money for this during the day, and they spent most of their time following this Buying little Starbucks vouchers, a cake and making cards with pictures of the team. They then called me late at night and I went to A’s room, signed the card and talked with them a bit. S is a huge gossip and can be obnoxious, but I like her and A is very sweet. M and I took showers late at night. She went to the bathroom before me, and when she heard the door open and me come in she started talking to me about periods. I pretended to be one of the counsellors and asked why on earth she was still awake. She fell silent and got freaked out. I then started laughing, it was really funny.
Friday the final dayy :( We had stayed up exceeding late the night before so not only did we skip the university counsellor woman’s lecture as we were allowed to do, we also skipped the other lecture after this waking up at lunch time hahaa. We later discovered a lot of people had done this and the lecture room had been half empty. After lunch was presentations. I took in my Abaya for E, the Dark Lord to wear. Hahahaa. I personally think we pulled of our little play really well, but we were well aware that many of the other presentations were far better. Soo, when they announced the winners we were SHOCKED THAT WE WON!! HAhahhaa. We were all really pleased as well, and I think our team is probably one of the closest knit teams and so as a group we just eminated happiness. Our prizes were lame but we were so pleased. We went back to the labs after and L and A the T.As had made us all cards and they were so cute. We gave them their gifts and then A started to cry. It was so cute an sad. :( I was tearing too. Lets see, then at lunch M & S ditched me to sort out what of her stuff she was giving him to bring back home. I hung out with cutie A. We ate lunch and talked and she left behind her Spanish friends to hang around with me. Then T appeared. He began quoting Dr.Clark, who had lectured with a Tampon at the beginning of the week. He then asked me who I liked AGAIN. He then told me "I don't like you". I think A was quite horrified and I myself was confused. He then elaborated saying that I may have heard that he was asked who he would like to have a Summer Fling with and he had said me, but this was merely because I was nice, not because he liked me. He then said something like "I heard D likes you". To which I didn't respond but bit my lip. He knew this from before anyways, as it was he who had asked D in the first place, why was he harassing me. So I said nothing. Then C appeared and they egan discussing bacteria. A and I left, and found S so we hung out in my room gossiping and etc. And I told them about T, at which point M returned and the three of them agreed that T liked me. I found this prepostorous. I'm not nearly as leggy and attractive as P is. Then we went to A's room. We saw from the window a group of Sikh men dancing and I shouted Maaderchod at them :P Haha childish I know. We talked some more and discussed what to wear to the dance that evening. I ended up not changing. I was wearing a short black dress and purple tights with my new gladiators. A lent S something to wear. After some scurrying around we ended up at the dance. At first there were very few people there and the music was lame, however I for some reason enjoy the party/club atmosphere. I was having fun dancing however the rest of my friends M & S especially were not. S(the girl) is a real party animal hahahaa. She was quite fun, but even she left after a while as she felt the party was lame. So then we went to the lobby of the other building. I wanted to go back but noone wanted to go with me. At this point I really missed A and R and N a lot. I then asked M how stupid I looked dancing. She said only as stupid as me. The only thing is... I don't really like how she dances, so this was rather dissatisfying. I ended up not going back to the party. M & S went off walking on their own and me V, V, C, and S(the jewish one... there are far too many Ss) bumped into T. He told us that A (not the cutie) had tried to make out with him. He said they had been dancing and she leaned in, and he said "what are you doing?" and she said "what I've been wanting to do since the first week." and he said "are you trying to make out with me :O". and she said "what's the matter". And he blocked her with his arm and told her, "I'm just a little boy inside." Now this, we thought was a very unlikely story. 1) T is not exactly a catch. 2) She's a very independantish girl. 3) what 15 year old boy turns down a make out session? 4) sounds like a soap opera. So then S and I went to see if we could find out anymore. I ran into party animal S who pulled me aside. She said "was that S you were talking to? Is she okay? Does she know? J and N have been talking alnight and apparantly J liked N in the first week. (J and S were dating). I then went up to S and asked quite subtly if all was ok. She said J had told her he wanted to spend the last night all with her, but he had been talking to N and they didn't seem to want company. So S and I went for a walk and she seemed somewhat upset, but mostly because people were talking about her. Then when we got back, A(independant one) was sitting with some people, so C said something like "we don't believe T" to her. She responded with "oh I had a few schnops with so and so earlier". In other words she was claiming to have been drunk. She admitted it and looked perfectly sober to me. I was quite astounded. We were then forced to return to our own floors for attendance, and on the we met Counsellor S who was on the prowl for guys in the girls building, as one guy had done 3 girls in the past without getting caught. He even gave us his number in case we heard anything. Hahaa eww. We then wanted to go back to see the guys and tried to determine how to get back accross. V found a way but in the end we were too lazy to take it. So sat in Mand I's room. V brought us a tampon to disect hahaha.6360_134653730449_633995449_3747494_3135771_n I put it in my nose (She's the man). Anyways, M called S and he was with T and they were pranking Hindu S. They apparantly put toothpaste on his door and Ironing boards in front of it. And I don't know what. They were all hanging around eating hotdogs and actually putting them in their pants. Oh dear. Um, after this I called T because I had really wanted to for some reason to see if I could get anymore out of him about him and A. I also apologised for not believing him. Then V,V,M and I played cards and relayed all the drama to M. Who then said to me, you know T would have been perfect for you, you don't like the idea of kissing at this age and neither does he. He would have mad a good summer fling and he liked you. She remained convinced. -sigh-. We stayed up very late, doing not really anything, however V and some other kids stayed up all night and watched the sunrise in front of the Med Building. AWW. I was somewhat upset to have missed that.
Saturday morning there was a frenzy to get packed and checked out from the room. I met A in the bathroom and asked if she was alright. She brushed it off, telling me something about getting her mother a present. M lectured T about having been so mean to Hindu S and pranking him, so T went up to the guy and asked if they were still friends. S looked puzzled and said of course dude. Guys are really odd. Then a tonne of people left and some had left before I'd even woken up. it was really sad. Me , M, S, C and V hung about taking pictures. M's cousin came for her and we both broke down in tears. -sigh-. Then the rest of us bought noodles from the convenience store and snuck into a common room to make them. We ate them and then V and C had to leave. Me and S went downstairs there were only a couple of people there waiting with us to go to the airport. It was dismal. I talked with this girl until it was time to leave. The spanish people who were staying an extra day had gone to Eaton Center, however cutie A returned and said by to me with some tears. It was really sad. On the way to the airport I talked to counsellor L and she said how she had moved around a lot, and was sort of unsure of her origin when people ask "where are you from?". I empathised with this and we discussed some countries etc. When we got to the airport there was a problem with the other girl with us's ticket. So another counsellor came and took over. When it was my turn to check in and we got to the counter they told me I was on Standby and I started to cry slightly. L argued with them and called up the coordinator. I also discovered my baggage was overweight due to the tonne of books M had given me to take for her, so I was forced to move these. L gave me some numbers and sent me to the gate, where I was to wait until they called my name telling me if I was on the flight or not. They said there was a very good chance I would be. However when L left me I burst into tears crying for ages. I tried to call my parents however I found that both my Saudi chip and my Canadian one were out of money. This increased the crying. I couldn't even text. I then tried to use the pay phone but they needed $11 in change and I did not have this. I tried to get it changed but it still did not work. I called co-ordinator T and asked him to email my parents. He said not to worry and I should make it. My crying died down and they called my name and I was indeed on the flight :) I boarded the plain, and there were 2 women sitting next to me. One of them wore hijab, and I could here her on her mobile speaing in Bangla. So when sh was done on the phone I asked her if it was possible for me to text from her phone and she was 7amdillah really sweet and she let me :) I then asked her if she was Bangladeshi. She was surprised and pleased I knew and we began talking, she as very nice and as it turned out was also going on to Jeddah and then on to Tabuk. We talked for the fliht, but I also watched 17again and I think most of another movie, I've now forgotten what. When we got off the plane in London, she hung around with me and was very kind. I went to get my other boarding pass, and they asked me if I would switch to a later flight through Amman with some vouchers as ompensation. I declined. R, the woman had gone to the bathroom. Meanwhile there was very little time for me to look around the shops and try on perfume as I had desired. We boarded the next flight home and she let me text my mom again. There was a cute guy who must have been younger than me and his family with 2 really adorable babies on the flight. As it turned out the sat beside me. R was seated in the back as well, however I was sitting by a man and couldn't see her from there. The fellow next to me slept most of the flight and got off in Riyadh, at which point I was alone. I slept a fair bit too and listened to my ipod. It had been 8 hours from Toronto to London, a 2 hour stop in Heathrow, another 7 hours to Riyadh, a 1 hour stop there and a 1.5 hour flight to Jeddah. I was pooped. I got off the plane, and when I got to the immigration I saw my dad from across the glass. i started to tear. He saw me and started waving ballistically and mouthing BANANA at me. As it turned out he was telling me to turn around because my Mama was there. When I saw her she started crying and I teared too, but I was too exhausted to let out the full waterworks I had expected to. She cut the line in an uncharacteristically Arab manner, and got us out. I saw R from a distance. I texted her to thank and ask her if she needed somewhere to stay. I also texted counsellor L to say I was alive and okay. It was all good in the end. When I reached home, Ser, Ali and Mamujaan were there. We had dinner and I gave them their presents. I was quite ill though with fever and sore throat, but in the end all was good :D.
Wo00t our team’s presentation ^^
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YSP- Week 2

Sunday, July 19, 2009 Posted In , , , , , , , , , , , , Edit This
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Same table, as I can’t be bothered to make a new one, and haven’t felt THAT musical as of late.
Soo, the start of Week 2. This is Pharmacology week so we get to do drugs! :D . Not in the exciting way though :/ Monday was pretty cool. First of all there were some new people, one of whom was a Saudi girl living in Vancouver. Her brother is also part of the program, however he goes to JP at home. It was nice meeting some other Muslim kids :) and it was cool that they were Arab as well. Unfortunately we lost D, as she was only around for a week. Aww. We did gain L who is in Med rather than Law this week :) We also gained an annoying Cow. She's Canadian and a haughty know it all. She asked a bazillion questions in the lecture, causing instant dislike. She was then on the purple team with me. Our team is lively, some at times it takes the instructors time to settle us down. She told us all to shut up. She's a racist to some extent, since as we went around the team saying our names and where we came from, 2 girls (of oriental and desi decent) said they were Canadian. When we got to her turn she stated she was the only Canadian. She is rather UGH. Nobody liked her immediately. She asked me how we heard about the program all the way in Saudi, when she hadn't heard about it right here in Canada. She said it in a stuck up way. Then she asked me what my parents did for a living. AJEEEB (odd). L thinks she has the mannerisms of a brutal reporter, and I can see why she would say so. She looks like someone mother as well as she's constantly frowning. Boy does she have a cork up her ass. Anyway we had an ongoing experiment throughout the day. A bunch (a rather large one) of kids were given 2 caffiene pills. Causing a select few to behave rather strangely, this included T (American guy nerd, who LOVES asking me questions related to religion as "he's never had a muslim friend before". M teases me incessently about him, however there is no substance behind her accusations. I have had enough of games. He's just a nice guy.) who began playing Indian music at lunch o_O. Later on each of the drugged up people was made to pee, and their pee samples were tested, to determine whether they had fast or slow metabolisms. It was rather ridiculous. I worked with A (a Colombian). She was rather bossy but extremely efficient, so I let her do the work her way as I am more laid back. The Spanish boys had their pee in cups and it looked rather like beer as it was foamy, probably since they peed from farther away. They then attempted to clank pee cups and say "cheers" but it got them told off. hahaha. The experiment was really rather interesting. After dinner the evening activity was called the Amazing Race, like the TV show. We had to find clues to go places. We were having fun, and I had a lot of nice people in my group, including L, K, V, the 2 Spanish E's with the same name and a NICE new girl. We had originally had the mean one but we held a mutiny.JK, she got PMS :) i shouldn't smile :P. Unfortunately when we got to the 3rd clue the envelope for that one was empty, someone had scattered about the clues in foulplay, so we gave up and retreated. :( SHAME. One of the counsellors performed a dance to Like A Virgin -Madona, as desired by last week's Scavenger Hunt's winning group.M went to the convenience store and bought credit and cleaning supplies. We also stayed up very late doing laundry for the first time in our lives. You'd think the machines would feel sympathy, but NO one of them ate my dollar. -__-
Tuesday, we had lectures ALL morning until LUNCH. I was becoming intensely sleepy. The topics of the lectures were rather complex, and though I took notes, I'm not sure I fully understood. We had a lecture about Stem Cells which was interesting though. We then did a practical to do with Nat2 enzymes using material from a mouse's liver. I put ice on S's head :P. This week our presentation is about the drug Ketamine. That evening at dinner there was nice food. They made a nice seafood fajita with a fair bit of spice. um a nice change from pizza and oher strange tasting meals. The desert chocolate cake was delicious too :). Leter on me, T, C, M and some others were messing around. We went into a classroom and T pretended to be a teacher. He got chalk all over his back side and made handprint on his chest. He then told everyone it had been me who had been grabbing him. Haha. The evening activity was a choice of either capture the flag or watching a talent show or working. Since I was wearing an awesome outfit including fabulous purple tights, and a top R gave me on my birthday I didn't want to change into something more suited for capture the flag. The rest of my presentation group did not want to work so I went to the talent show. There was an Indian dance by V and another girl. There was also a Jazz dance by J. Some of the other performances mostly by English Program kids were interesting, ranging in fact from horrific to HILARIOUS. There were some people who did some odd thing where the used the same toothpaste and drank eachothers toothpaste water (ajeeb) as well as a group of counsellors who set up a table so one of them was hidden with a box over his head. They set up other boxes along the table. They picked volunteers to lift each box and name the item in English as fast as they could. When each volunteer reached the box with the head under it, they had a terrible fright. It was very entertaining.
On Wednesday we had a lecture about Top selling drugs, it was not extremely fun and then there was a lecture on addiction, which was more nice i suppose, and then after lunch, we had a practical in which we continued working with Nat2, however we were genotyping SNP's. We prepared with mine, however sadly I won't get to see those results and only next years kids will know if i'm wild type or mutant. This is rather upsetting. After this came dinner, in which some of the kids who I suppose would be conisdered more popular if we were in school showed up the mean New Girl D. Apparantly she was removed from our group as she insulted one of the supervisers of the purple team.She's now in M & T's group. Apparantly they were talking about marks and T stated his was a 97% average in a modern manner but she was rather demeening, called him names and said her's was 99%. This upset him. We then went shopping as an evening activity. We went to Urban Planet. There was a Sale, and there were some hoodies that were on a "if you but 2 or more you get them for $10" offer. (In actuality the sign said $10 on them, and in smaller print "if you but 2 or more" and in even smaller print "on select items". So me L and V bought onee each together for the discount. I really like mine.We were discussing chinese names all the walk there and C, V & L all told me theres (with some reluctance) but I can't really say them. We then tried to pry counsellor S's name out of him, but failed :( A guy from Kuwait, S was with all of us (the ones mentioned before and T and Saudi guy S) and accidentally broke the hand off the manikin accidentally. He was pretty much thrown out of Urban Planet.
Thursay... L gave me money, she gave me $10, as opposed to whatever $11+ she owed, but i'm not kanjoous so whatever. Lets see, this morning, NO CAFFEINE. :O We were partaking in an experiment and weren't allowed to have any. I also missed breakfast as I was late. The first lecture was by an Egyptian guy and it was INTERESTING, it was about Genetic Variation and response to Caffeine. It was SO hard to concentrate though and I was tired and grouchy and I don't think I benefitted from it fully unfortunately. I did take notes, but I'm now having a hard time remembering all that occured, (other than he had an image of an energy drink called "cocaine- the legal kind" which was a caffeine containing energy drink.)Anyway, this upsets me as I feel like I haven't made the most of my time here. For 2 main reasons. Firstly I'm extremely sleepy in the mornings and don't always manage to focus, this is a shame since it's not like in school where you can learn all you need before the text from a textbook. Also some of the stuff we're learning is WAY over my head. I can't fully understand some of the concepts behind the practicals. It's a lot more complex than IGCSE stuff, and possibly even IB stuff. It's a huge jump. When I get home I shall recap all my info.The second lecture was Dr.Grant AGAIN. And it was as usual extremely complex and I just couldn't help myself I fell asleep. :( Councellor S saw me, and had Mehvie poke me to wake me up. I then took some of her strong breath mints to make me even more alert. It didn't work very well. In the first part of the Lab, we all took alertness pills. Then we'd take a placebo pill or a cafeine pill, however we did not know which. Then we'd take the alertness test again. I got the caffeine, however it didn't kick in until much later, and class was almost done. It was so upsetting as well since my score decreased rather than increased even with the caffeine! :( We then loitered around and tried to get S to tell us his Chinese name again, just before lunch. HE WOULDN'T. T.A. A knew it but had forgotten :( After Lunch there was another practical. It was quite complex, and I wasn't very focused on it as I worked on our presentation (Ketamine this week) instead. Later I went for dinner and councellor S was there, and he starts off "so i looked up and saw you" (and then was interrupted). I got all freaked out cause earlier I'd been shouting people's names from my high up window so they'd turn around look blindly for the person calling them. Then he continued and said "and saw you sleeping... I was so dissapointed". He was just kidding around, but he said it infront of the co-ordinator T, so I said it was a 1-time thing, and I did try really hard to focus and take notes etc. :) It was all amusing. Later I saw one of the girls trying to tickle and squish S's cheeks. Poor fellow. She was larger than him. I sat with the Spanish boys at dinner. It was fun. I like them. After dinner, me L, M and S hung around. We went to our room. I bought chips from the vending machine! Then we found counselor W, and began talking. She is very very reserved and speaks really softly and is rather nerdy. After this we found F. He is uber cool. He is cuban living in Canada who lived in South Africa and has Chinese Ancestry. He's rather good looking, but that's not why he is cool. He speaks four or five languages and really loves playing piano and violin. -sigh-
Me, F, L and W went to a music room and played on the piano. They're so awesome. It made me think of the many many things to do in life, and made me want to be Chinese :P or to be F. After this I hung out with Saudi girl J, and we had a really deep conversationn.It was a nice day.
Friday, presentation day as usual. The teams in the finals were one with a really cool "who wants to be a millionaire" presentation, a couple more skits, and V & C's presentation which included a video of one of their group members acting as if he had ADHD. It was all amusing. The millionaire one won. I was also taken aside for an interview about the program. I think it might go on the internet. That evening we went to a baseball game. It was Blue Jays against Red Socks.100_5326 I was originally very unenthusiastic about this prospect, but it was mandatory, and when we went I thought it was fun in the end. L sat next to me and explained the game. I really enjoyed the cheering and the atmosphere. M missed this as she had left for her aunt's before.
Next day, Saturday, we went to Square One. We watched Harry Potter 6 (which I didn't find so horrible, but T was adament it was awful. I couldn't remember the book at all and didn't read the seventh book either, so I guess I'm not the best critic.) It was really fun, I was with J, L, V and S. Funfun. S made lots of perverse jokes. When we got back there was a barbeque. S and I didn't think we'd be able to eat, but in the end we found Veggie burgers. While waiting in line (as they take awfully long to cook) we met S(she). As it turned out she was jewish. This lead to a discussion about Halal and Koshur and the difference. Apparantly they can't eat Halal but we can eat Koshur. She was very nice. It then started to rain and we all went inside. So we went to S(He)'s room and hung around, and played Truth or Dare. I was dared to tie a carpet round my neck and pretend to be superman. V vidoed it. It was all rather fun. Later on C was online and introduced me to he and V's friend at 7oaks. It was a nice day indeed.
Sunday was a nicer day still. In the morning, we hung around, while everyone else was at the beach. One of yesterday's dares had been to make V wear a dress (she is a total and complete tomboy and this was apalling to her, she kept banging her head on the walls :P) Anyway she wore this dress (for about 5 minutes). She looked cute. Then C and her left with her parents for lunch in Chinatown. J and I went for a walk around and then Mamu & Y came and picked me up. We drove to Missisagua and ate lunch at a Lebanese restaurant. 100_5347 It was nice food, except I got shat on by a bird. -SIGH- We then drove around downtown. When I was dropped back, C, V & L had been to the supermarket and bought supplies to make Curry. We then did this. It was Japanese curry. We then cooked it, unfortunately the meat was not Halal. It was DELICIOUS though. I cut my finger peeling a potato. No severe damage done.100_5356 I felt quite hostile to T because he really reminded me of N and I was feeling quite URGH. We played Truth or Dare again, and L was dared to kiss a guy. She went towards S (who had in fact been the darer) but he freaked out because of M. I feel he shouldn't have dared such a thing in the first place. In the end she kissed C (with tissue paper between them) Then a bunch of us started watching a movie. It was fun, but we had to leave half way through for attendance. It was a shame. We went back after, however everyone was gathered around councellor S, talking.It was fun, and there were lots of perverse jokes made :P. Apparantly he has a brother who looks just like him. Everytime I asked his name S would say Ping Pong. I hope to see him soon. Also one of the other councellors turned out to be councellor W's brother. This was quite shocking. I am now back in my room after all this, M is back. This weekend was fun however and I would have to say I liked being alone :P Ah well.